Only thirteen days to go.

I’ve been having a hard couple of days.  I totally lost it last night and ate two hot dogs and a sandwich in about an hours time.  It was compulsive eating at its worst.

I’m glad I only have low fat food in the house so the damage isn’t huge – but I’m still really disappointed in myself.  I hate confessing to to you but I’m determined to keep it real here.

Sean and I had Chinese food for lunch.  I didn’t overeat but it wasn’t Weight Watchers friendly either.

This is typical of my diet pattern.  After about a month I start to lose steam and get really tired of eating right. I don’t want to backtrack and put on any of the pounds that I’ve lost!

I’ve decided to switch things up and go l0-carb for the remainder of this 48 Day challenge.  I have mixed feelings about it.  I know the right thing to do is to make a lifetime commitment to a low fat menu but I’m also determined to lose as much weight as I can in this 48 Days – so I’d rather go for the change up and keep the momentum going.  After my Girls Weekend I’ll decide them about going back on Weight Watchers or further pursuing lo-carb.

Do you think there’s any big problem with switching back and forth every few weeks?  Would love to know what you think.

I haven’t lost my enjoyment for exercise, that’s a relief.

Why Do I Want to Be a Better Me?

I don’t want to be the woman who fails again and again at weight loss.  I’m tired of being that woman!